Monday, September 20, 2010
Then we had a terrible shooting at our school. And something told her that she could talk to me about her fears of sending her son to school for the first time. I was the parent at the door that day, it was a few days after she had toured schools for her son and found out that there are no other schools that keep an eye out for her son like we did after that shooting, and it really bothered her. I mean really bothered her.
I have never even hugged her, but in a way would consider her one of the most important people in my life right now. Pivotal. That is the word I would use to describe our relationship. Good thing I write this stuff down, so I have to come up with fancy words (ha!), because that is the perfect word for it.
When I picture our friendship, I sort of see sciencey Tiffany as a rock, and spiritual, not sciencey, Me as this floating bubble (isn't that funny, I always sort of see me as a bubble, what's up with that?), and I think that we came into each others lives to balance one another out, if you know what I mean. Hopefully I am bringing something to the table, because I know that she has brought a lot.
So it shouldn't have surprised me when I got an e-mail from her with a link on it to something that I have been searching for, well for a very long time; but it did, because she doesn't really believe in that crap-ha! Or maybe she didn't until she met me, hmmm... Anyway, the link was to a gal who offers courses in Kundalini Reiki training. Wow, not even spell check knows what that is!
And I'm not sure if I will be of much help, yet, but Kundalini is a type of energy that comes from the earth, and Reiki is a type of healing. Each person carries energy from the earth with them, of course, that is a fact. So this to me makes perfect sense, especially for a person like me (chronic pain, weird abilities, etc.), as I said, it is exactly what I was looking for.
I look back on all of the posts I have written, and all of the thoughts I have had in the past few weeks and months. The collecting of the crystals and feathers, this problem with my back. The fact that the word "chakra" keeps appearing in my thoughts, specifically the third chakra. Which I finally did some research on, and lo and behold if that isn't the chakra that would be affected by this damned herniated disc. It is also the chakra that is in charge of emotions. Emotions that might make me angry and speak out of character, oh wait, I've been doing that!
I believe I have even spoken of becoming a healer before, wishfully. And the thought has often entered my head if this is all one big test. I have mentioned the fact that a preacher once told me that I have a talent for helping people enter into the spirit world after watching the third family member die in just a few months; and at the time, it sure didn't feel like a compliment. (Sorry, looked and looked, couldn't find the link to this one, hopefully you are a long time reader...)
So after hearing again last week that Western medicine is unable to do a damn thing (unless you consider being doped up all the time doing something) about my back, and realizing that this is the same issue that I have had for more years than I can count, I knew I was on my own; I had even said it here. Well, take a hint Lady! Call it whatever you want (divine intervention, destiny, fate, etc.) I call it time to go back to school, well sort of.
I start my lessons today, and I have no idea what to expect, so wish me luck! By the way, when I am done, I will be a Kundalini Reiki Master, and will be able to do healings on people and animals. Does that not sound like me or what? Thank you, thank you Tiffany, er, I mean Mrs. N.!